Shame

They were afforded an impunity
greater than that of the first 
liar who pretended to read. Inexplicably 
lazy and unconditionally dissatisfied 
in their failure to elevate to nobility, 
they looked up with S-bent necks 
to the quick eyes, practiced 
faces regurgitating Eastern Philosophy 
in a charade to bring woe, interfere 
and defile. 

They moved slowly to camouflage 
personal batteries of angst, 
spoke with a commitment 
to patience 
as though the self-contradictory nonsense they 
offered might couple with some 
high, strange branch of human accomplishment. 

Hysteria burned into the days, their bones 
while insects and creatures of the forest, 
unseen figures rummaged humbly and 
diligently among each other for momentary peace. 
Then, redraw the limits of that silent horizon, 
await the horn's bellow, 
the rising bridge. 




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